I just can’t wait for the day when I feel enlighten. I have my days when I can feel the energy within me & around me & then I have my days when i can barely focus & observe what’s going on inside of me. I want to be able to really feel this enlightenment. I know I’ll get there eventually but I surely cannot wait. This book I’m reading is really teaching me a lot & it’s great. I’ve always wanted to experience what I’m learning right now. Life is such a beautiful thing.. I appreciate every bit of it. It’s my ego & my old habits I can’t stand sometimes. I know I am moving forward with my life, sometimes I get stuck & don’t even realize how far Ive come & is still going. It’s a really good change for me. I learn more about myself every day & that’s what life is all about. Learning from yourself & growing from everyone around you. I just can’t wait for that day to come when I can really feel the universes energy. Not just grasp it but hold on to it.

I want a pretty garden when I buy my house.